No song since this is something I just got done making with my drummer mario!!!

"Today, walking from class to my apartment, I was mugged and had my wallet, phone, and backpack taken from me. As I handed my stuff over I angrily muttered "you're taking everything from but my shoes", under my breath. The asshole heard me, looked down, and demanded my sneakers. FML"

So I felt pretty depressed for the last couple of days since I got done reading this manga called "Suzuka." It pretty much reminded me of a relationship back in high school except the guy in the manga succeeded in staying with the girl (<_< we can't all be a pro at that age). Just so many memories that I just don't want to remember. The manga made me be honest to myself about how I want to go about my life. I know this sounds silly and stupid but I honestly wouldn't care about getting a good job or even finishing school if I was able to marry a woman I loved deeply.

So with all these emotions and confusion in me I got with mario to write them out in music. We both came up with good ideas for songs. The first one was a song he wrote and I filled in the lyrics with his melody. The song is called "Wonder" but it's still in the making. The next one was a song I thought up called "Only You" and it's a song about how you only love one person and would do anything for that one person. The next song is "Dramatic Changes" which is about graduation and moving on with your life. The last song is "I Wrote this For You" which is about trying to ask someone (mainly a guy asking a girl out but we left it ambiguous).

I like the ideas me and mario came up with since they sound pretty good. I feel better emotionally and feel that I took a step in the right direction to have a good understanding between me and mario's direction on our band.

After all of this, I think I learned an important lesson about relationships. The next question is who will I be playing this song too?

And I wonder what I'll be dreaming tonight...